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Wednesday, August 6, 2008

im tired.
look at my msn status.
BUSY.
it really sucks.

ok la i know i always appear offline, pretend to be away or busy; but this time
ITS THE REAL THING.
and the feeling really sucks to the core.

projects, arguements, getting pissed off at everybody for no apparent reason, having to face my fucking brother.
everything.

ok la actually im still feeling happy and all.
just a little battered.

fight this battle.
this will be the last battle i would be fighting.
i promise to keep myself 'UN-BUSY' at all times.

maybe its time to try a little harder.
i cant believe im saying this but maybe its time to start studying.

shit i always says this but nothing comes out of it.

im gonna stay up till 3am to complete geog project.
sorry for being unable to meet up with you when your are doing the blog.
sorry.
sorry to max, gin, dan and mei wan for ALWAYS being busy and being unable to go out.
because of band
sorry to youjin and lingxin or deborah(i dont know who) for being unable to go out on friday even though i suggested it.
sorry to mummy for always quarelling with you and being unfilial and scolding you.
because of band
sorry.

always happens.
i always have to quarrel with my mum because of my dad or bro.
ALWAYS.
or band. because of band, bro daddy school homework.
and then i have to mutter fuck you under my breath and you would hear it.
telling me you wouldnt give a damn anymore and everything is your fault.
great.
brilliant life.

TIREd.
i shall buy a magic pen(reminds me of what fann's group in china did for the eng presentation) that would do all my homework.
that would be heavenly.

sorry God sorry everybody.
maybe they were right on one point.
that i shouldnt blame others when it was my fault.
GAHH.
i cant believe what im saying.

TIRED OF OF HAVING A BUSY LIFe.
i dont like it.
its my thing to be all carefree and happppppy.
and thats not going to change.
maybe just this once, i would let it go.
busy on monday, busy on tuesday(home ec), busy on wednesday; today(GEOG AND ART.), busy tomorrow and friday(BAND BAND BAND NDP DENTAL CONSULTATION)

i want my life back.

Wednesday, August 06, 2008