IM FEELING SO
uh say
piss
and not nice
and unwell
and shitty

argh

WHY THE FFFFFFFF must i always fall sick at the last minute
this better not happen the day before i go to china
nuh uh

so...........
im missing the welcome partehh
AGAIN
i did not go last year either
ARGH
pity me or i will screw you
ok i wont
i will get somebody else to do that

and MSN is pissing my ass off
i think part of it dropped off already
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first it was the whole
oh shucks i forgot
uh
it was the whole
"the recipient is unable to recieve this msg"
something like that i guess
followed by some shitty
"you are unable to login ERROR(insert stupid random numbers)
urgh ok

so i only got some crap marks for my lit eassay
and do stop telling me its good whatever crap
i know i do that too when someone does better than me in something
but hell no, i do it in a way to make people think BADLY OF ME not think BADLY OF THEMSELVES
in other words i steoreotype
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so im gonna rewrite it to get like
full marks
isnt that what you aim to get when your doing your maths exam?
so why cant aim to get that for lit?
its not impossible
unless your a sore fucking bloody loser
uh okay
dont take offense
unless you hate me and i kinda hate you back

that was directed at nobody in particular
you may say its pms or what donkey crap
but im just feeling pissy today
and yes blame me for my bad english
uh but no you dont make me cry

being at home alone is another donkey crap/bird crap
what other crap
my mum's crap
ok sure
being alone at home is another crap of my mum's that is becoming a routine
i hate being alone
i fear many things
well say...
lonliness?
uh okay let me elaborate because your minds are just kinda freakingly retarded
i just need somebody with me uh
to play with me
actually no
he can just sit there can keep his bloody mouth shut
AS LONG AS THERE IS SOMEBODY
debbie does not really help:x
A DOG WOULD I GUESS._.
and because i get frigging bored when nodody is around
i cannot live as a loner

ouh and my roof's gonna collapse
its kinda freaky
not a nice way to die
i should waste my brain cells on something else

ouh and at night
i freak myself out
so i need MY MUM or MY BRO
to be there so i dont get freaked out
im afraid of many things really
when i dont show it it does not mean im not afraid of anything

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ah shucks enough boring stuff
time for interesting stuff
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WHAT?!?!?!!
your telling me you have nothing nice to blog about?!?!
hell yea

nothing
maybe later
santa claus would come by my house and tell me that i have been a really good girl so i deserve an early christmas present
i would snap a picture of him and post it up here
okay?

if it happens
no promises
though i have really been a good girl:D






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I HATE BEING BORED ON A GODDAMN SATURDAY

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