OK~
im so damn emo now
i miss you
so much

DIAO LA
acting only hor
i miss nobody
ok la maybe like a few people
like xinying
and eh...
wait i cannot remember
aiya i can remember also dont want to say ar

anyway lets forget all the lovey dovey shit in the previous two post
i guess people do get blinded by love even if its only for a day
yea so forget about it

anyway lets get straight to the point
sorry jasper
yea
fullstop
please i beg you stop bothering me
im sorry

heh ok
SO I JUST REALISE BAND ON SATURDAY IS DAMDAMDAM FUN LA
please hor
before that the two or three satrudays i did not pon ok
I HAVE TUITION
and i did not pon thursday sectionals
I TUITION
so today i can go band
ah whatever anyway its like so fun so cool
ban chair ban instru act sot with vivian
act guai kia then act paikia
HEH FUN((:
and vivian played the piano today
i dont exactly regret piano
i kinda regret FORGETTING how to play it though
after 6 years of piano, grade 5
4 years bo play piano
FORGET EVERYTHING
IM SO AMAZED AT ME
yay

took the bus home today
i realise im missing out on my
'walking home from band' routine
saddening eh?
and i kena stalk la after i alight from the bus
this stupid weird guy
never even see him before
following me
ok la at first i thought he jsut walk same way
but after that i climb stairs ma
then he follow
I CHIONG(:
as usual did not give a shit bout him
look down the railing and saw that freak looking up
he followed except he was dam slow like two floors below me
heh(:
SO I CHIONG again yes i know
then chiongchiongchiong lock the door
first time i actually lock the main door
i have never locked the main door when im at home before
even if its like 1am
yes
AND HOR HE COME AND RING MY HOUSE BELL WTF
so i just sit inside listening him ring it like once every 1 minute for say 10 minutes
then he disappear
door's still locked
too lazy and scared to open it
~

im damn tired now
in a damn dilemma
thanks to you
yes youyouyou
nope u is not fuckface
you is not PIG either
FYI he is jasper its over

AND fuckface i shall probably stop hating u
but stop so dam rude to teachers can anot
ur attitude fucking sucks
in case you dont notice there are already teachers pissed at you

whatever i know my attitude sucks as well
probably worst than fuckface's
but too bad im UNREASONABLE and DAMDAM MEAN as usual
too bad live with it

eh u first time see my true colours
not directing this at fuckface
but someone else(well duh not at myself eh?)
so whatdda ya think
still got the same opinion?
doubt so
HEH((:

im a little pissed today
pissed and tired
sorry vivian i know i acted a little mean and rude just now
I HATE HAVING A DILEMMA
i think i spell it wrongly but hey...
i hate not being sure about something
i hate having to lie down ont he bed for 4 hours just thinking about something
i hate it

so my face today kinda black
i mean yea its always black but its blacker than normal
get it dont you?
but hor vivian cheer me up by talking ALOTALOTALOT of crap with me
thanks
BUT HOR U EMBARRASSED ME AND RUINED MY LIFE FOR AROUND SAY 2 hours
next time shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i also shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
AND HOR I SHALL SAY THIS STRAIGHT
VIVIAN AND CHERYL YOUR TWO HOR EITHER STOP THIS REALLY STUPID QUARREL OR YOUR JUST DAO EACH OTHER UNTIL ONE OF YOUR DIE
seriously stop it
you not only ruin your own moods but others as well

i cannot believe im telling others what to do when i myself make so many
SILLY
CRAPPY
DUMB
WEIRD
FUNNY
EMBARRASSING
mistakes

WEIRD DUMB STUPID UGLY ANZU
heh
so laughable~
eh wait dumb and stupid is the same
shit

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